Dear Reader
(you’re not important enough to name),
I hope you
that you actually pay attention to me for once while reading this letter. Hey, there’s a first time for
everything! You let a smart and beautiful girl slip
through your grimy fingers. This may be
your first time but I doubt it’ll be your last in this case.
Here I am at my volleyball game and I serve an
ace. I look into the stands and don’t see you, because you’re playing football with
your friends. Here I am at my chorus
concert singing the solo. I look into
the post-concert crowd and can’t find you, because you’re too busy eating
junk-food and playing video games. I
look for you but never find you where I want you to be. And why is that? You must be too busy being…
too busy.
Sweetie, did
you really think that you could hold onto a girl acting like that? Did you think that I would let you off the
hook an infinite number of times? If you did, you are deeply mistaken, my
friend, because that is no way to treat an important person in your life.
We used to
be in love, or so I thought. You were
always there for me to catch me when I fell.
Then I suppose we grew apart when you went off college. Maybe you changed, maybe it was me. But one is for sure, that we did not change
together.
I can’t
believe I ever let you call myself yours.
When I heard that you kissed that girl at one of your college parties I
should have dumped you right then. But I thought I would let you off the hook
because you were really drunk after exam week.
I really wasted my breath on you, honey.
That is indubitably the most terrible thing you could do to a person.
Never again
will I let something let that go. Never
again will I be treated without dignity.
Never again will I lose confidence because some guy cheated on me,
because it’s his (and I mean your) loss.
Never again will I stand to be treated this way.
You’re a
jerk. A chauvinistic pervert. A scum. A stupid boy. A waste of time.
I don’t ever
want to see you again. I want you out of
my life, forever. Don’t call me. Don’t text me. Don’t even try to snap-chat or Facebook
message me (you’re already blocked my darling).
The next
girl that has this deal with you is unlucky indeed (ha, I speak as if you will
get another girl)!
Sincerely,
Your EX girlfriend ;)
Amanda
